This actor talks, behaves and really acts, like a friend of mine...
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Woke up at nine in the morning today.
Ate chocolate for breakfast.
Surfed and did no work on my proposal.
Took leave for today, too.
Even though I believed that I was prepared enough for my driving exam today, I still failed.
I blame it on myself, my nervousness and my imagination...
I had my lesson at 12.30pm till 2pm. My exam was at 3.50pm. I sticked around the exam area after my lesson, looking at other people doing their exams and failing it. I imagined what was it going to be like to be in that driver's seat, failing the exam and wasting another HKD$1k to take a couple/more lessons in driving, listening to my dad and relatives making noises about me being a lousy idiot etc...imagineimagineimagine...And that image stuck to my head. Before I knew it, the invigilator was on the van. Handed him my IDs and Learner's License, started my engines and started the process of screwing up... everything. From the parking skills that I was quite proud of... to everything else.... yeah.
Its just fucked up. Grr.
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We watch TV; a box that shows illusions only a certain side, bits or stories of certain issues, an incomplete view of ongoing events or even the past. Its a cleverly manipulated lie, specially designed to shape the view of people by the media specialists. We often choose to believe in it, too.
Dramas mixes a bit of reality to it and a lot of people actually relate to it, follow their stupid examples and fail in life, miserably sometimes.
The News shows/spreads what 'some-people' want the public to believe in.
The live rockband event shows doesn't show you the ugly side of people fighting behind in the crowd.
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And WWE wrestling isn't real... for those who're like -youknowwho-...
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On the other hand, its easier, more relaxing and enjoyable to believe in little lies that doesn't really matters to us.
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