Tuesday, November 29, 2005

A new low in the lvl of interest for whatever i needa do... & int lvl of certain people...


But I'm glad I've got a super highspeed broadband.... 5 minutes to download one episode of Bleach from Baka-Updates!

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Guy humour :: (For guys only!!!) :: If men wrote Advice columns for women....

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Bleed the pain.

Sometimes it hurts like this when people say stupid things to me, act superior to me, critise me for the smallest of flaws, backstab me every chance they had, put me through and through in their endlessly pathetic office politics, push me around...

Or you can just do it with a knife too. Its more painful, but at least its less annoying then all of the above which makes me want to rip them apart...

I'm
so
sick
of
you...

Monday, November 28, 2005

I had a dream last night;

I went into a lovely cafe which somewhat resembles Starbucks as I could see green everywhere. There were beautiful people around me... and I saw H.Y buying a drink at the counter. Somehow I was able to find her seat and there was a tin of cookies on her table. The tin of cookies had a green and beautiful cover. I took one of those cookies, closed the jar and when I wanted to put it down, there were two tables that looked exactly identical to the other. I figured she'd see her tin of cookies when she got back to the seat... and I went away.

I walked a couple of steps and I turned around to see them shouting... there was two H.Y?! They were fighting for that tin of cookies... @_@;;;

I wanted to continue the dream but I had to wake up -.-;;;

Hehehehe~ H.Y!~ I'll buy u something for christmas okay? don't go and fight with yourself for a tin of cookies :P

PS : btw, i've lost everyone's addresses as I've dropped my address book on a train. Please kindly email me your complete address + telephone number! Thanks~

Sunday, November 27, 2005

My life on this jolly sunday...

Living just 1 floor above ground, I wake up happily everyday to the aroma of the bakery's freshly baked bread and pastries at 7am in the morning, which works wonders on me compared to those annoying alarm clocks(I'm quite notorious to certain people for smashing them...).

Entering the bathroom, I can choose between using my manual brush / automatic electric brush to go with Colgate or the other one that leaves a strange taste in the mouth, yet strangely effective for destroying ulcers in the mouth... Colgate + MM.Brush for today :)






We went jogging after breakfast... It brought up issues about my fitness level which
I am not too proud to mention here. Anyway, I think
I might have done better if I had poddy's music with me when I was running... But, to bring poddy out for a jog, I'd need all those fancy-looking things from Here except the charger...




I came home, took a quick bath and watched the last episode of Lost (season one) with Mom...

:) + :) = ( : : )

A happy early afternoon...




I'm gonna go have some lunch, walk around the city area later and check out some winter-wear/gadgets/restaurants...



Happy Sunday! :)
Fai
ahfaii.blogspot.com

Quote.

It's a remarkable event when a friend submits to the power of the blogophere. It seems that people either love or hate blogs. When a friend converts, the bond between you strengthens. You now have something special in common - each validating the other's blog efforts - a secret fraternity, complete with it's own language and code of ethics.

The homeless guy's blog

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Photos & Complains

Its officially 26/11/05, 30minutes past midnight. The feeling's right for blogging...

Let's start with the boring, unwanted and uninteresting bullshit first.

I want to take new pictures of new places that I've not gone to, but my schedules are totally packed with important events all these weeks; my driving lessons, exams, family dinners, dinners with relatives, meeting up with my long-time-no-see cousin and dating.

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I went to Ikea to get their catalogue again. NOTE: AGAIN.
I don't know whats wrong with them, there are obviously a whole stash of Ikea Catalogues in their store, but they just fuckin refuse to give it to me. I'm quite sure that the counter lady had seen me at their store just a few days ago when I bought something there and asked for the catalogue.

So i figured the only alternative is through their online catalogue which sucks ...in a way. Sigh.

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Friday, November 25, 2005

Visualisin mp3s.

There are many things we can't do irl, but its fun to fantasize the "what-ifs" ...
Nickelback - Next Contestant

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This song keeps repeating itself, echoing in my mind...
The Cranberries [ To the Faithful Departed ] - Salvation

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Jamie Cullum [ Catching Tales ] - Photograph

I love this song. Lovely lyrics and brings up old memories ... or maybe memories that has just passed a couple of years... You can get the song's lyrics from here.

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Anyway, I've been working away as usual. My life is ordinary but satisfactory for now. I've not written anything for the restaurant proposal for these few days, exercised, or really did anything that I should be doing instead of having lunch with pretty colleagues and wasting my time away in the arcades...

But I'm just like that sometimes... and I enjoy those moments very much.

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As usual, there's much on my mind that has yet been sorted out. Wondering about "Idea A" and five minutes later another train of thoughts is let loose and runs over "Idea A" immediately. This would repeat itself all the time and I would be in this daze, constantly... which affect my work performance. It probably affects my cubicle-neighbour very much too, as she keeps giving me work which I'd love to do, but always forget to do... she's strangely tolerant to me -_-;

"...Father getting married to that woman, the restaurant, the chinese medicine books, wing-chun, photocrafting, that girl I met at the restaurant some time ago, my mother, the things mom planned for me, distracting music from my iPOD-nano, friends that I've not contacted for a long time which I want to talk to but too distant to, financial problems, strange ideas and ideals that would probably never work(even though I wish it would)..."

All I can do is respect my father's stupid decisions, hope they get tired of each other soon, divorce and pray that that 'lady' ask for too much of alimony. A 27 yr old with a 50-something? Get real. She's only after your goddamn money! She's showing all the signs of pretence everywhere, trying to humor you and me all the time! FUCK.

And my Mom who has gone through thick and thin with him for like, 20+ years... gives him all her savings to bring up his company, loves him so much that will still wish he's doing well nowadays, still aching over this betrayal and dreams that he comes back to her...

...

I just hope I won't be like him when I'm 50 something...

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

impulse shopping.

1.) Logitech Quickcam Zoom, RMB$299
2.) Ikea Glass(Made in Turkey) HKD$24 for 4.
3.) Full set of Dilbert comics with both Chinese and English, RMB$70
4.) Casa magazine, RMB$30

5.) Stackable brick containers/photo holder, RMB$55
6.) Can of music plant, RMB$10
7.) Sango Beat-em-up games in a pack... RMB$25
8.) Uploading photos here, Free For now...

9.) Seeing Kairin(1/2 n3kk|d) and lawrence drawing+showing me stupid signs on webcam, Priceless...



Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Quiz 'n' entries

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?


never watched any of those movies before... :
Your Brain's Pattern
You're a simple thinker, and this is actually a very good thing.You don't complicate matters when you don't have to.You look for the simplest explanation or solution, and you go with that.As a result, your mind is uncluttered and free of stress.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?


babblebabblebabble...

Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - LawyerRecreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales PersonSchool Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.


Muahaha~ The answer is very correct :) :) :)

Ahfaii and Fai

What Does Your Name Mean?

AHFAII

A is for Astounding
H is for Healthy
F is for Flexible
A is for Athletic
I is for Innocent
I is for Inspirational

FAI

F is for Funky
A is for Alluring
I is for Irresistible

Friday, November 18, 2005

Wishlist ... itemlist...

I'm gonna put up a new wishlist on my next entry...

Skilfulness....

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Train of weird thoughts














A
fter work today, our family celebrated my grandaunt's birthday at a restaurant. Food was great and I had a cream soda which I haven't had for like, years(for real).

Met my uncles, aunts and my cousins whom I do not recognise at all. Some of my cousins are hawtbabes. Some are fat. Some are ignored. Well, what the heck.

I sent Grandpa home after the dinner. He limps a little nowadays and has to walk slowly, talks really loud and likes to cut into other people's conversations rudely sometimes... but I'm strangely okay with it...

It set me thinking; I'd hate to become annoying at times/a lot of times, unable to run around, lose the meaning of life, have dinner with ungrateful kids... not that these things are happening to my grandpa right now, but... how's old age going to be like for me? How do I prevent myself from being an annoying, poor, unhealthy and strange old man? What are the alternatives to that? :(

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A magician that can make things disappear through sleight of hand.
A super-eater contestant who's stomach's can contain 50 charsiew buns.

Could the magician possibly win the super-eater in a super-eater contest? :o

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Jeez, what a name...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fucking,_Austria

There is a Fucking town in Austria... @_@;;;;;

The meaningless things

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!


Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!


What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Ride
You Are... Ride.

You are young at heart and full of energy. You are
talented but very modest. You are happy go
lucky and care free. You have learned to take
the good with the bad and you just accept life
for being what it is. People tend to be envious
of you, That's only because they don't
understand you and they just want some of what
you have. There's no task too hard for you and
you excel at pretty much everything you try to
do. You have a playful personallity and a
beautiful inner soul.


what Creation Records band are you? (complete with text and images)
brought to you by Quizilla

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My father is getting remarried with TheSlut. Yeah.

I thought I could just pretend that it didn't happen, until my brother asked me just now...

"gor gor, ba ba tong bin gor git fun ah? ho mo wa bei ma mi ji ah?"

It means, "Bro, who's daddy marrying? Should we tell mom about it?"

I don't know. I have no answer to that question. I've been hiding this terrible truth from Mom for quite some time already. Everytime Mom asks about Dad and how's he doing, I've to lie and I'm not comfortable in doing so. I avoid that question as much as I can.

I hate my father. I hate myself. I hate TheSlut. I hate what has become of our family.

I'm not going to attend that wedding. I don't want to...

I didn't want to mention anything about TheSlut either... but since I'm mentioning it right now, I might as well say it all...

I was in China on a sunday night, having dinner with Dad, TheSlut, and their friends Wong & Xu. Dinner was great until TheSlut starts talking...

"Wow, look at that kid... so cute. Next time I want to give birth to one cute baby girl too..."

I was flabbergasted. I have never felt so... undescribable. It was a mixture of fear, anger, hate and almost a choking sensation. I couldn't imagine what would happen if she actually had kids... I really can't.

Things are happening and we can't stop it. The date's been picked and its none of my business that they are getting period. I'll just be nice to my father and TheSlut. TheSlut will always be TheSlut and shall never replace my mother who suffered so much for this heartless fucker...

But still, he is my father afterall. But what kind of father is he if he doesn't provide for me or my mother but drain all her savings and owe 3 years of ailmony...?!

He is still my father and I am his son.

PS: Please don't go around telling anyone/everyone about this... I don't want my mother to know about this. I just need a place to vent my frustration and I REALLY DON'T WANT HER TO KNOW. Thank you for reading this...and keeping this a secret, online and for yourself only. I can't imagine what my mother would do if she knew about this...

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Strolling in blogland... :)

Hello.

For the past few days that I've not blogged, I've been going around checking out other people's blogs. Blogs of all kinds; flimmakers, photo-journalists, lazy people, fuck-ups, the depressed, the beautiful people, blahblahblah and the list goes on.

There are many interesting blogs out there that nobody reads/leave comments. Its saddening to me that these people have spent so much effort writing / taking wonderful and having no one to appreciate it/tell these people that they do. Eventually these wonderful bloggers will get sick of getting no response... and leave their blogs to die out.

Appreciate blogs. The information on many blogs are priceless(at least to me). You wouldn't appreciate life so much if you've never been on a terminal disease. You won't believe what a certain worker(the blogger) who works at a fancy restaurant do to the food before serving out to customers... many more examples.

Read blogs. Appreciate the blogs by leaving a comment and telling them you've read their blogs. Its a wonderful gesture that I believe is appreciated by all bloggers around the world. Everyone deserves a little attention... maybe a little more sometimes too.

PS : except for those fuckups who force us to register+make it difficult to comment on their blogs... :x

Friday, November 11, 2005

The making of : Juno's birthday burger

1.) Put 6 tokens in New UFO Catcher machine...


2.) Find a skillful "UFO Catcher" handler and have him grab the .(which in this case, me. AHAHAHAHAHA~~~)

3.) Close your eyes and hope for the best.

4.) Wait for the crowd to tell you that you've grabed something?


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Happy Birthday Juno :P

Thursday, November 10, 2005

The Work::The Friends::The Works::The Streets of Hong Kong:

Work:

















It's an relatively comfortable job.
I've got time for a sumptuous breakfast in the morning, as you can see from the photo.(The set meal includes a slice of toasted bread, too...)

Workload is normal.
I've got no complains against my colleagues, but they're just too nice sometimes? Ahahaha!
Our canteen food is catered by some fast-food chain in Hong Kong. Its not too bad. But sometimes I crave for Nasi Lemak and Roti Prata though.












Friends::
I know there are a couple of birthdays that are coming around...
Weicheng(zhuque)'s 10th November.
Juno's on 11th November.
Vicky(mana)'s on 12th November.
They probably don't read
this, except for Juno who's quite "8".... ahahaha.
But I just want to write it out anyway.

Hongkong, on the streets of Causeway Bay:: Yesterday, 7.00pm

As usual on a driving-lesson day, I'll travel to Causeway Bay.

As usual on a routine, I'll take photos of various interest.

And most importantly, if I live, I'll eat good food ... :>




















I went to learn driving afterwards. Screwed up a lot because of my inability to differentiate "jor/yau", which means left or right in english. I'm quite sure if he spoke without that draggy, village slang(or maybe english), I would have done better, without having to think so much about what he's telling me before I act... -.-

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I'm not as handsome as Takeshi Kaneshiro, nor as talented as Jay Chou.
I'm not as strong as a terminator, nor as well-read as the professors that I see everyday.

And the list goes on.

What I have, is self-acceptance; to play the cards that I've been dealt with.
Wisdom to differentiate I can achieve and impossibility...
Pivot Stick Animator was one of my favourite programs to waste time and make stupid and meaningless .gif animations...

And I found a even cuter one... and better in certain ways too...

Let's go get it! :D

Tuesday, November 08, 2005


I'm currently reading lots of books on restaurant management in preparation of the proposal to send to the restaurant owners and see what they think of it. Hopefully I'd be able to persuade them into having better organising and packaging and also to fulfill my personal wishfulness of becoming a restaurteur... rofl~
Envy, is beauty.

Jealousy, is the by product.

Hate can be the result.

Pride can melt hate on the covers.

Sloth counters Pride.

Lust dissipates Sloth sometimes.

...and lust is made of envy, because envy is still a beautiful thing.

Monday, November 07, 2005

I'm finally out of the clutches of deadjournal! Onwards to this site-of-freedom which has got cooler layout and more say in blog layout~! :D

Alright...Now to decide on which subject to write first....

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Okay. Decision made!

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Now blogging - The Sunday Walker.blog
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Its Sunday. WE(My mom, bro and me) went on a hiking trip today.

Mom had planned that we would wake up half an hour late and it happened according to plan. So in the end, we still had time for breakfast at Cafe De Coral and took MTR down to Central.
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From Central, we walked to City Hall and met up with the rest of the hiking-trip participants.

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Between Queen's Pier and City Hall.

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The area around here is always crowded with Filipinos(mostly maids but some are rich angmo/guailo's tai-tai(s)). They are mostly Christians and they hold their services on this street...

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Sat on the coach bus for a couple for a while and we arrived at some rural village. Sleepiness was still clouding my brain. Didn't remember where's that place... whatever.

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Ooo. Dangerous....

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Walked a couple flights of stairs to our starting point...

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A lovely stone-step bridge.

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Just to make sure my camera works... forest1.forest2.forest3...

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Finally a sign to tell me where I'm standing in Hong Kong after walking for like 2 hours...

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Walk-walk and walkingz.

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We arrived at the first site of abandon houses and a renovated-ancient temple of sorts. It was a beautiful sight. I was told that it was built on a piece of very auspicious land.


Onwards...


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Electricity supply for the local villagers deep inside this valley.

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A ghostly image of an abandoned house...?!

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I thought I'd only see such things in games. Two metalic slabs with a diamond symbol on it? "Find two diamond golem statues to activate the secret portal to....

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...a hidden village.

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Wonder where that leads to...

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3 sad dogs. I wonder who keeps them and how long they've not eaten... -.-;;

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Around this hidden village... and onwards to the next one.

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A clue to where some little boys may have disappeared to?!

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I was stopped when I tried to take a picture of this. People around tells me I shouldn't disturb them with my camera...but I'm a fucked up person and I don't care? :Its a 'house' of urns, carrying ashes of those who've died around here. No names, iden of any sort... :
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My brother. No, not the thingy standing in the shrouds...

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Ruins of an ancient village. I heard they were razed down by the japs during world war two. I could find plastic pellets everywhere, which gives a clue that its a common site for war-games...

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A stream of cooling water. Didn't drink any but washed my face with it. Felt good and wished I could just sleep there, right then.

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A familar sight, anyone? (Clue : Guess a PS2 game + Scene)

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Lunch - A Chicken Quiche :)

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Going Downhill wasn't exactly easier than uphill... :
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A clue to my destination... Pak Kong.

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I walked a lil too fast and I took a break here. No one to take a photo for me so I asked rocky to stand still and hold my camera.........

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Following the orders of the traffic sign, I ditifully slowed down...
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... as I've already arrived as my destination :P

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Something's wrong when I was sitting down on a stone ledge....

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A poisonous snake... Green-Bamboo-Snake, thats what they called it.

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Stupid Dogs, are stupid :
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Walked around in a Landscape garden while waiting for the bus...

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An old youth club.... for the youths of the last generation.

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My mom sat at a shady pavilion.

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Shadow hound. Runs around the pavilion, onto the road, and back up the hills.... @_@;


And I got onto the bus, home and argued with mom. Thanks for letting me put you guys thru this boring bunch of pics :D