Assuming...

Considering the amount of money I believe I need to have in the future...

Wedding expenses :: HK$300,000
Buying an apartment for 2-3 :: HK$3000,000
Minimum Expenses for having about 2 Kids for 10 years :: HK$1000,000
Maybe a car... maybe not...

w00t. A whooping HK$4300,000. Lets say if I stretch if for about 10 years... I'd need to save about $430,000 a year to make it. And to save $430,000 per year, I'd need at least a HK$40,000 paycheck per month to make that even near possible. That doesn't even include tax, too.

Great. Let's check the options for making that kind of money...

1.) Studying in some really boring university while I dish out happy meals until I'm thirty, then hope to get a job that pays me HK$50,000, then wait for ten years... then get married only when I'm like 40-50... a strange old man that probably becomes gay or pedo...
2.) Rob a bank with a toy pistol. Get shot, and end my life in such a meaningless way.
3.) Take a gamble and throw all my money into a business, which probably won't give me that kind of money in short-term.
4.) Work for my father.
5.) Take advantage of credit-card terms, buy a whole lot of stuff and sell it overseas, continously, and do network marketing while I'm at it...etc.


I hate it when I start becoming unappreciative of what I have...

Your fcukin dreams.

Dreams. How easily we get & forget them. Problem is, some dreams last longer than some other dreams and eventually they develop into obsessions. I'm a good example.

For the whole fuckin month, I've been talking about the restaurant, the restaurant management, the restaurant proposal, the restaurant waitress and what the heck they're gonna wear, what.... the... fuck. And dreaming of making huge amount of money in the future, buying this and that... u know... yeah.

Right now...

I'm just so pissed off. I AM JUST SO PISSED OFF. You know why? Because the proposal is suddenly not required anymore just when I'm done. You know why? Because they fuckin just cancelled it half a mth ago without bothering to even tell me. My father, friends and the whole lot. W0000. What the fuck? Why do i fuckin bother pushing away good-paying jobs? WTF.

GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

IKE!~

Ad of the day:

IKE!~

End of Christmas. Next year please?

Its been quite a different, yet wonderful christmas this year... :)

all I want for christmas someday...

Considering I'm lacking a huge amount of money to achieve what I want...

A couple of Designer suits by Armani.
A car. Preferably something I'd really like to have...
A house of my own and one for my mother in hongkong...
Another house in Singapore where I can party with my friends...
Really nice interior decors and decorative materials for the houses...
A wife and a couple of kids in the future...
A decent amount of money to burn daily...
And a nice body too, if possible :P

Its obvious that I'd not be able to get all that by the age of thirty if I just work for some company or get enough angbaos(lai-si, red-packets, whatever...) to gather that amount of money. Not even if I starved myself daily.

I must earn my money through whatever means necessary, most probably by business. I'd accomplish my mission and save the world... for myself.

Muahahahahhaa~~

Winternight

I started my day well with 3 hours of sleep.
I woke up miraculously exactly at 7.00am without the help of my alarm clock.
The water, air and the floor was all cold and it sucks to wake up to it.
Got onto the bus and slept a while. Ate breakfast alone in my office cubicle. It was delicious... :)

From 8.45am onwards, presents poured in. Many thanks to the wonderful lecturers and other colleagues for their wonderful presents. At lunchtime, we exchanged our presents and I got this wonderful neckerchief... :)


I came back to the office after the wonderful, super-2hr lunch with my colleagues. As I stepped into the office, my boss gave me a death-stare and minimized my hp to 1... which i happily held on to and did my work quickly...

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Dinner was simple at Gramps'. Grandma cooked 3 of my favourite dishes. We had dinner and I walked home while thinking about the last entry I made. We trade time, energy and our willingness for just couples of tens of dollars. Is it really, worth it? Is that all I'm worth for an hour? I pondered on it somemore...

"My dream for my life would be an ambitious one..."

"From milleniums passed, people have been enslaved to do work for sustainence and survival. Gradually, people grew out of it and entered another age of slavery. Trade time, energy and your will for some pathetic amount of money so that you can feed yourself everyday and buy basic clothes to keep you warm...but not the things you really, REALLY want."

"Help the poor countries develop a self-sustaining economy, make food plentiful and feed everyone for almost-free... Eventually, when no one is hungry, people do not work for food anymore, but for the greater good of all..."

...

I've gotta be kidding... :\

Voluntary work

Anyone wanna go do some voluntary work with me? I'm sick of trading my time for money...

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Piracy of the term "Intelligent beings"

I hate seeing fake LV bags & I cannot apprehend these peoples' mindsets of 'Since I can't have the real thing I might as well buy a fake to mock myself'.

I suppose this behaviour has got something to do with acting as a normal person for too many years. These people, are actually retards but have suppressed for too long. Take a look around; you will notice that the majority of such people are the aunties in their forties, fifties or sometimes even the sixties. They are those who can't spell Louis Vuitton when you ask them what's LV(some of these people can spell it out after giving themselves dictations of brand names by spamming themselves with stupid gossip magazines.)

There's also another group of senseless fools that I believe to be either

1.) The 2nd Generations of the forementioned aunties.
2.) The hybrids of those aunties & gay singers/artistes.

The latter sounds technically impossible since gay people probably won't have sex with such aunties. But strangely, there's a whole lot of aunties out there who loves gay artistes/singers
. I conclude those children are products of gay "celeb's" frozen sperms(I heard its about the cost of a fake LV bag.) and these aunties. And there's also the traditional way of producing second generations of tards by constant influencing / teachings of their parents.

Some of you might not have seen these hybrids or second generations of tards. Let me describe it to you.

1.) Fake "Guess" Sunglasses.
2.) Fake "LV" bags.
3.) 唔湯唔水的打辦。The trademarked "Half-gay-half-auntie" style of dressing...
4.) Bimbo-ness

Basically, a mixture of crappy stuff.

to be continued...

I'm ...

Question
I am slim and tall, Many find me desirable and appealing. They touch me and I give a false good feeling. Once I shine in splendor, But only once and then no more. For many I am "to die for". What am I?

Silly, noobish, untalented, individuals that are not cute anymore...

After leaving the cosplay circle for such a long period of time, I've had this image in my mind of those cute and silly cosplayers I used to play around with to be all grown up to become wiser, matured and talented individuals. Just like me, hahahaha! :P

I realised I was wrong, right after logging on irc and checking out what the 'kiddies' are still saying nowadays. Bickering about noobs, untalented people, ugly costumes... gee, is that all life's about? If that's all you need to be worrying about, please be glad okay?

...

Btw, there's only a fine line between clever arguments and stupid comments.

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There are others who don't care about such idiotic people , so I figured that they should be looking at photos and seeing happy/beautiful things in my life...

...

oops. I left them in my office computer... so stay tuned and thanks for reading.

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I like Nickelback's "Rockstar", "Next Contestant"... :)

Thank you!

If you were to give me a present for my birthday / Christmas, what would you give me?
(Realistic answers please. Answers do not means you have to really get those stuff for me... but I'd just like to know...)

Just curious.

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Anyway, I've had a total of 3 birthday celebrations! One with Grandpa, one with colleagues and one with my mom's family. Its equally enjoyable in their unique ways and had lots of laugh. Right now, I'm considering maybe I should celebrate my birthday again, as in, my lunar birthday... just for the sake of gathering a whole bunch of people to have fun with me... haha :P

Ooo... and that reminds me that next week is my uncle's birthday... :D

celebrating the 7665th day of my life...

Happy Birthday!!

To Richie, me, and my grandpa :)

Celebrating life always!

ahfaii says:
This is the kinda time that I hate to be staying with family members
ahfaii says:
family problems.
ahfaii says:
the best thing is, you see solutions, but there's always people who refuse to accept it and refuse to believe that they're wrong.
ahfaii says:
I wish I had that kind of time / money to send my mom to a parenting course.
ahfaii says:
(hopefully there is one)
ahfaii says:
failing that, I figured the next best thing would be getting a book on 'how to talk to teenagers for parents'
ahfaii says:
i gtg
ahfaii says:
nitez

Sometimes, we just can't escape generalization, labelling and the stig...

I was a fresh bottle of chocolate milk...

Why wasn't I given legs to run? Or maybe anti-label-sticking surface? A voice? More preservative so that I could be given a chance to stick around longer... so that I could have a bigger chance of leaving cold's embrace...?

Why did you stick me with these stupid labels?

Fai: because I was bored and had nothing better to do.

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shedding myself..

I used to be able to see left and right all at once. Now I see nothing at all.

I used to be a big bad winner in the gaming zones. Now I'm a just an overaged gamer.

I used to be the kind of people that can't accept defeat. Now I have learnt to smile at it.

I used to school and find school sucky. Now I like school.

I used to get scolded by my parents sometimes. Now I scold them sometimes.

Little pieces of myself are shedding off. I'm going through something everyday and I learn something from it everyday.

But I forget today easily. By tomorrow I'm another new person on this planet, like the lead actress in "50 first dates".

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I like "Muse". Thanks to Warren I'm addicted to it now... ahahaha~

The only reason...

The only good thing about a noisy scanner is that it drowns out other people's terrible humming.

I was glad she was doing scanning the whole day. I really was.

And thank god i've got my ipod with me.

The truth is, there is no truth but cleverly manipulated lies and illusions...

This actor talks, behaves and really acts, like a friend of mine...
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Woke up at nine in the morning today.
Ate chocolate for breakfast.
Surfed and did no work on my proposal.
Took leave for today, too.
Even though I believed that I was prepared enough for my driving exam today, I still failed.

I blame it on myself, my nervousness and my imagination...

I had my lesson at 12.30pm till 2pm. My exam was at 3.50pm. I sticked around the exam area after my lesson, looking at other people doing their exams and failing it. I imagined what was it going to be like to be in that driver's seat, failing the exam and wasting another HKD$1k to take a couple/more lessons in driving, listening to my dad and relatives making noises about me being a lousy idiot etc...imagineimagineimagine...

And that image stuck to my head. Before I knew it, the invigilator was on the van. Handed him my IDs and Learner's License, started my engines and started the process of screwing up... everything. From the parking skills that I was quite proud of... to everything else.... yeah.

Its just fucked up. Grr.

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We watch TV; a box that shows illusions only a certain side, bits or stories of certain issues, an incomplete view of ongoing events or even the past. Its a cleverly manipulated lie, specially designed to shape the view of people by the media specialists. We often choose to believe in it, too.

Dramas mixes a bit of reality to it and a lot of people actually relate to it, follow their stupid examples and fail in life, miserably sometimes.

The News shows/spreads what 'some-people' want the public to believe in.

The live rockband event shows doesn't show you the ugly side of people fighting behind in the crowd.

...

And WWE wrestling isn't real... for those who're like -youknowwho-...

...

On the other hand, its easier, more relaxing and enjoyable to believe in little lies that doesn't really matters to us.

Saturday, 9am in the morning.

Its a Saturday morning at the office. Spent some time doing my work and some time on other lil things like reading Dilbert's blog on a wide range of issues; cloning, cleaning your hands after using the toilet, meeting screwed up people... and uploading photos....

And what the heck are you talking about?
Somewhere in Shatin;

Everytime i opened a bottle Tai Wo Soyabean milk, I'd have this wonderful ritual; open cap, kiss the second aluminium cap before i realised, hey, soyabean milk doesn't go through aluminium and so you'd have to open it before drinking! w00~
This whole bunch of photos... It makes me feel as if I'm back somewhere in Singapore where you get those stuff easily everywhere. Shown in the pics are Bakuteh and Nonya Kuay... :D

A lil conversation...

ahfaii says: i've run out of ideas to blog
ahfaii says: or rather, i need to talk to someone.... to express my thoughts for now.
ahfaii says: hello kairin :)
kairin says: hello ah fai
ahfaii says: i've been having problems at work with some of my colleagues.
kairin says: ...
ahfaii says: sigh
kairin says: like wat? sexual inuendos kind of things?
ahfaii says: they are like very cold to me.
ahfaii says: nothing of that sort. I just don't feel as welcomed at lunch as i was before...

ahfaii says: before i let them know i'm just a sec5 graduate.
ahfaii says: so there, i suppose education has got something to do with attitude towards people
kairin says: ... hrmmm
ahfaii says: they are all university graduates.
kairin says: so they think lowly of ur education background...
ahfaii says: i suppose so.
kairin says: ah...
kairin says: and before that...
kairin says: they treated u...
ahfaii says: i can't find any other good reasons...
kairin says: well
ahfaii says: or maybe they find my topics of conversation not-of-their-taste.
kairin says: do u need to justify their actions
ahfaii says: sort of.
kairin says: maybe they all are having that time of the month
ahfaii says: lol... i hope it ends soon if thats so
ahfaii says: ahahaha
kairin says: i think when girls work together or spend time to gether
kairin says: u know their bio clock / rhythm gets similar
kairin says: so they all could be gettting their periods around the same time
kairin says: so...
ahfaii says: lol.
kairin says: give it half a mth...
kairin says: maybe will improve lor
kairin says: if it does
kairin says: den every mth like that lor
ahfaii says: i'll probably just have lunch with myself as usual... as before ... or maybe with other colleagues etc...
ahfaii says: btw would you mind if i copied this conversation onto my blog?
kairin says: disclaimer alert!
kairin says: i will not be held responsible nor liable
kairin says: ok now you can
ahfaii says: thank you :P